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I’m just going to quit.

I don’t even want to try anymore.

I fucking hate medical coding. So much. I don’t want to be a god damn coder. Why do I have to take this fucking class?

I have to take my pathophysiology final.

Do. Not. Want.

Why did I decide going back to college would be a good idea?

100% on my Coding quiz! Oh yeah, oh yeah!

Time for some crazy Kardashian TV show watching, and then time for sleep.

I should really read at least one chapter of my coding book, or do my discussion post…

But I read the three assigned chapters for my pathophysiology class and did my post so… I think I’m gonna let my coding class slide for now. There’s always tomorrow.

I didn’t have a 100% great day today, and I only got to see my boyfriend for like 90 minutes, so I’m kinda feeling blue. I’m getting spoiled by seeing him pretty much every day. It’s gonna be rough when he’s back in school too. Sigh.

Someone convince him to just move in with me already?? I promise I’ll make room for all his books and his new computer and I’ll let him steal my comforter and I won’t even make him pay half the rent. (Maybe just the cable/internet ;D) UUUUUUUUUGH. Frustrated.

It’s the first official day of classes…. I have 6 chapters that I hypothetically need to read by tomorrow night.

Right.

I’m sure glad I don’t work full-time, or have more than one class, or need to clean my kitchen, or have two less days than I normally would to get all of this work done.

Yeah.. I’ll get right on that reading. I’m not exhausted or anything. It’s not like I woke up at 4am, worked and didn’t feel well all day, and then ran errands.

/sarcasm

I really really just wanna go home now.

The instructor for my Laws & Ethics class didn’t upload the reading for the first week like all the online instructors are supposed to do (in case someone didn’t get their books), so now I have to wait until I get home to finish my homework.

I suppose I could do some work like I’m supposed to… but eh… I just don’t care.

My schedule for today goes like this:

-Complete one audit request (5-10 minutes)
-Do homework (15-20 minutes)
-Drink coffee/water/diet coke (10 seconds)
-Check Facebook (1 minute)
-Check tumblr (3 minutes)

Repeat until it’s time to go home.

Items not included: read A Dance with Dragons, take a nap, play with hair, think about boyfriend, dance in chair, spin around in circles, unneccessary bathroom break.

I already hate my Structures and Functions of the Human Body class. I’m not good at this stuff. I don’t understand DNA and science-y things. It’s only the end of the first week.

This is going to be a long quarter…

I am having the hardest time finishing this damn paper.

Uuuuuuugh. Only 1.5 pages left. I can do it, I can do it, I can do it.

That was the most half-assed thesis/outline/assignment I have ever done. WOW.

Also, the written assignment re: poetry that I ALSO half-assed got a 98.3%. ………………..

Whatever. I’m not gonna argue with an A! And now, time for bed.

Thesis/outline is due in 4 hours.

Haven’t even started it yet.

So is this what it feels like to be college student??

I got a B on my first paper for college

And I basically wrote a bunch of BULLSHIT while I was at work, just to get it done before I left for Tulsa.

Yay me!!